So here I am, another year passed,
and as I wished for it passed quickly.

I cannot believe the year has gone,
and how much happened, the sad points,
the glad points.

I miss my mam so much.

People dont know,
for I do not say,
but I miss you mam,
every single day.

Then I have the glad points,
the thank god Im alive points.

My kids, my family,
My dad, my earth angel sister.

The guy I told you about before,
that Im still seeing, who makes me
feel, you know, like a woman,
for myself, not any other reason,
He is a nice guy, we are enjoying
each other, and its nice in so many ways.
So yeah Im very glad to have him too.

Things are still hard, sometimes,
headwreckingly so, but the above things,
are what makes it worthwhile, sure the one thing about
struggle and strife, it makes you aware, you are alive,
nothing boring about my life, thats a fact.

Im hoping 2013 brings a better year,
but whatever it brings, Im glad to be in it,
and to have the people in my life,
in it with me....

So hohohoho, Merry Christmas,
good will to all.

M