Wow May since I posted,
how quickly time flies,
loads happened,
mostly good things.

My baby girl finished her leaving cert.
she did great, she is now started college,
I think she will love it, but like my older girl,
all I want is for her to be happy if she is not
into college, get into the world,
work, play, live,
be happy.
be good,
be nice,
makes me happy too.....

My older girl is working, she is a great little worker,
well in the outside world,
at home, nah.. not interested..
her room is a no go zone,
If there was such a thing as
a monster under the bed,
he would have died of suffocation by now.
It causes disagreements in our house,
I hate that, but Im her mam, I love her to bits
but Im doing my job telling her clean it up,
its her personal space, but its a fecking mess,
Its gross.Tidy it
makes me happy too.....

My son is off to America for a week or so,
he is going with his job, he is doing very well,
He too is a good chap, they are great kids,
Im so lucky they turned out so well.
He seems to be happy,
that
makes me happy too....

They make me worthwhile...

My man is still the same man,
I did pretty good with him, I hope...
Its hard to know, because I was
so unaware of the ex and the trust is hard,
but I do trust him, this is just not blind trust,
and I know that I could get hurt,
so I keep a bit of me back, not enough to damage
our relationship, but enough to save me,
if I need saving again.
Hopefully not, but Im not going to sit at home,
and wait to be hurt,
I am so glad I am who I am,
I am so glad I am what I am,
Life is for living,
I hope to do plenty of living for a long time.
makes me happy too.

Oh my God, its good to be alive........

M