So he has been home a few days,
the kids are still hurting,
I dont know how or when that will change.

I just wish it would, unfortunately, I can do
absolutely nothing about it, and its hard to accept
that, but that is how it is.

Its up to him really, and them of course,
they have to come to terms with the way it is,
I just wish it was easier for them,
I wish he made it easier for them,
I have alot of wishes, most of them relate to him,
and most of them are foolish and unrealistic.
Oh yeah and unatainable.

The thing about me, is that logic,
internal or external, either guides
or blocks my choices in life,
and the logic in me, knows,
the shit hit the fan,
the blowout from the fan was massive,
and the fecking fan is still on.

M