I spoke with my earth angel sister today,
of course it was about the site my friend showed me
yesterday, we had a big discussion, it kinda went like this.

What are you going to do, keep looking at the site,
No I replied, no I'm not, I wish my friend hadnt even shown it to
me, actually I dont know why she did.  Nors agreed with me,
she didnt know why either.

I had been having such a hard day anyway, what with the weekend
my friend passing, Mams months mind, that day, it was obvious
I was struggling, and have been struggling for the whole month.

I told Nors I am going to tell her not to show me anything like that again,
I dont need it, and anyway, its none of my business, we are separated,
he is free, obviously not with whore anymore, so he says anyway.

So it is as I said none of my business, I have no right or need to
keep tabs on him, and I dont want to anymore, yes it still hurts,
but thats just me being a saddo.

How will I move on, if I dont let go.
So no more date site pooching, unless for myself, (not a hope, I dont trust them)
Onwards and maybe upwards.

M