I think I mentioned before,
how music has a massive affect on me,
it catches my emotions, and I respond
with laughter, smiles, or as it has been lately
tears.

For the last week or so, the
first line of a song has been going through
my head over and over, and I dont ever
get by the first line, but when a song does,
that my logic, tries to figure out what the heck
is my emotions trying to tell me now.

So the words in my head are,
Fleetwood Mac, good music anyway,
'shall I tell you about my life'

Now thats a weird one, because,
I am telling you about my life, so
it cant be that, so what is it.

My eldest girl asked me, what was I up too,
as I may be going mad, she says, every so often
mam you sing one line of a song, so I just
tell her, this song is in my head, and wont
get the hell out, and I put it on Utube for her,
(I am so modern), she says its familiar,
but I dont know where Ive heard it.

My girl obviously takes after her mam,
and that song kept annoying her, and then
she said, Mam, I know its from the ad on the
tv, you know the car ad.

Im thinking maybe Ford, or some brand car use it,
and she is no mam, the road safety ad, where there
is a car crash, Im sure its played in the background.

I still couldnt see the relevance to me, why or what the
hell that song was bugging me, what the heck it meant,
and then last night, my, it makes sense voice spoke to me
'Shall I tell you about your life, Maria, its a goddam car crash'

So I understand know, and Im writing it down, in the hope
that like every other headwrecking thing I wrote about,
it leaves my head then.

I'l let you know, and in my next post,
I'l tell you my latest car crash story.

M