My mam has surpassed all the deadlines we have been given,
we were told no way would she see christmas,
and here it is christmas eve and she still battles,
It is so hard, and you know what it feels like
God is so cruel,
but then that sounds awful, like I dont want my mam
here, which I do, but not like this,
I think Im giving up on life, not living now,
just life, and hope and joy,
I dont know why they abandoned me,
I must be like, what him, and some of my overstressed family
think, a megga bitch,
I just dont feel like one, but they cant all be wrong,
can they?
Yes it is a definite poor me moment.
Sorry.
M
maria you are one of the kindness loving person i have in my life at the moment and in the past. there are not very nice people out and always will be. they will get you down and have a art in making you and others feel bad thats them thats there life there way and sadly there lost so let them on they will never change. as for me i will never change i always be here for you.god bless.
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