Im back at work full time tomorrow
I've only done one day since christmas eve,
as I took extra time for the holidays and the birthday celebrations
It is hard to go back,
wish list number two was that I didnt have to work,
that is almost as impossible as wish number one,
which is that the shit that happened last year never happened,
well not that I didnt find out that he was a lying cheating scumbag,
(me being nice of course), but that
he wasnt one, that he was actually the man I thought he was,
but that is really a useless wish,
and Im not one for useless wishes.

In the meantime, I will keep doing the lotto,
and hope for the big win,
but at the same time, keep working,
because somehow life has told me,
I am not a winner.

Now I'm not despairing over that,
I have so many good things in my life.
My three great kids, my dad and mam,
my earth angel sister, and some good friends,
and the ability to knuckle down and get on with it.
So thats what I intend to keep doing,
knuckle down and get on with it.

M