We are home, the house remained intact under my son's care,
thank goodness, I had a nice time down there, my sister is
so kind and caring, and also great gas.

We did go out on new years eve but came home before 12,
I was glad, I wanted to be with the girls as the new year rang in,
and I was, I kinda felt bad for my brother in law, because he must have
been bored to tears, not now that I am boring, its just normally he would have
had my ex to hang with, they were pretty good mates, and I'm sure our outings,
must highlight it for him also, he only gets to listen to my sister and me wither on.
Poor him, but he is hanging in there, so far anyway.

Friday coming should be a good night, it is my son's 21st, and I am hanging
between dreading it and delighted to be doing it, I think my son is borderline
with both of those emotions also.

I'm just hoping all goes well, and everybody is on best behaviour, especially
regarding the ex, as none of my family have really have seen him since our surprise
split, so it will be difficult for us all, but you know what we are adults, and
as shitty as the last eight months have been, Friday night is about our son,
and that has to remain the focus, and other opinions and emotions
have to be put to one side, and we just have to get on with it,
for our son,

hopefully it will be grand.