At the moment I have called a truce with him,
Well I think I have. I hadnt spoke or contacted
him since the see ya, preacher text from him the
a few weeks ago.

He came to pick up the kids on sunday, I was not
working, its hard for me, when that happens, because
we would always have done something together with
them on my weekends off. However, that is not the
way it is anymore, I know this, its just like I
said hard sometimes.

So he came, I didnt think he was going to come in
for a minute, because he had texted them to be
ready and then he sat in the car when he arrived.
They of course where nowhere near ready, my son
couldnt get his ass out of bed, until the last
minute. So he had to come in and wait.

I sat down and spoke with him, I told him, that
we needed to try and get on together, both around
and without the kids presence. He of course blames
me for all the disagreements, maybe he is right
I dont know anymore. I told him that apart from
the money he had agreed to pay, each week, I would
not be asking him for anything else.

Our daughters school trip is coming up, I said
great if you can help but I'm not asking, I will
pay my own legal bills even though it is suppose
to be halved, and if he wants a solictor or to represent
himself, its up to him, but because I was pushing for
a legal separation, I was going ahead as he said
he couldnt afford any legal fees.

I told him to contact MABs a money advice service
for help with his credit card bills as they were
now hounding him, they had called the house, and
I gave them his phone number, because, I had told
him I will not deal with those because of how and
why he spent money on whore with them.

He seemed to take all this in, but I dont know
then the kids came down, and they went off, when
he came back, I wasnt there, he stayed awhile after
I returned and then he left after about an hour,
no animosity no problems.

I am still pissed at him, that he didnt give our
son a birthday present, and of course with all
that has happened this last year, but I have come
to terms with it, with him, with me.

Maybe some of the fight has gone out of me, I dont
really know, I'm just sick of the drama.

Maybe we really are moving to a better place with
each other, or me with him. Maybe maybe not
we will see.